As I was looking through some earlier
posts, I came across one that spoke to me in relation to some recent
ponderings. I decided to share it again in case it might speak to you as well.
After
service this past Sunday, during which I talked about the importance of knowing
our Oneness in God and standing firm in the conviction our Divine Nature, a
congregant asked if I would consider giving a talk on the value of separation.
In Unity, we
teach that the idea of separation is simply a misperception. We cannot ever be
separated from God, because we are Divine by nature. Realizing that I do talk a
great deal about Oneness, I was curious to know what he was truly interested in
hearing about. When I asked him for clarity and we discussed it further, I deduced
that he was asking me to talk about the value of being human.
I have asked
similar questions many times in one way or another. It goes something like, “If
I am Divine and have conscious awareness of my divinity when disembodied, why
would I choose to forget that and come into this realm of existence?”
I don’t
think there is a definitive answer to questions such as that. From our limited
consciousness, we can only presume. Further, our presumption is based largely
upon what we believe about ‘God’ and our relationship to ‘God.’ I certainly do
not claim to have the answer. I am
sharing some of what I have learned and discerned as I have grappled with this
question for myself over times.
Let me simply say, in case you don’t
want to read the entire article that I believe the purpose of our humanity is
to come into conscious realization of our divinity and to revel in it as we
co-create and expand enlightenment in this time and space reality.
What is
God?
I have pondered this
question for years and continue to do so. Again, I do not claim to have the
definitive answer. My understanding of ‘God’ continues to evolve.
When I use the word
‘God’ today I am certainly not referring to the God of my childhood, a man with
a white beard and white robes sitting up in heaven somewhere judging me and
everyone else and most likely damning me to eternity in hell because I do not
measure up to his criteria for admittance to heaven. When I say ‘God’ I am not
referring to a being or beings; and while I do not consider myself an atheist,
neither do I subscribe to theism. I am, instead, to the best of my ability
giving voice to that which is ineffable.
The ‘God’ of my
understanding today is not noun, pronoun nor verb: God is. God is “no
thing,” yet is All. God is the Essence of all that is real. As Unity
co-founder, Charles Fillmore stated, “God is the eternal verity of the universe
and humankind.”
Today, I use
the word ‘God’ to refer to what I understand to be the ground of all being. Some
of the ways I now see ‘God’ are:
· ‘God’ is the Conscious Life Force; the
Source of all that is.
· ‘God’ is Consciousness Itself.
· ‘God’ is the field of pure potential
and possibility from which all comes into manifestation.
· ‘God’ is Universal Law which governs
all creation.
· ‘God’ is self-conscious
Consciousness.
· ‘God’ is not a being: God is the
Essence of BE-ing.
· ‘God’ does not evolve: God is evolution
itself.
· ‘God’ does not create: God is
Creative Life.
· ‘God’ does not provide: God is
Source.
· ‘God’ is Originating Spirit.
· ‘God’ is Foundational Substance.
· ‘God’ is Infinite Fluid Energy
By the
above, I do not mean to imply that I view ‘God’ as a cold, impersonal principle
alone. ‘God’ as the Originating Spirit is also the essence of all the qualities
I aspire to embody and experience.
· ‘God’ is Love.
· ‘God is Peace.
· ‘God’ is Joy.
· ‘God’ is Life.
· ‘God’ is Order.
· ‘God’ is Beauty.
Who am I?
Ramana Marshi, a
great teacher in the yoga tradition, said that to attain inner freedom one must
continually ask the question, “Who am I?”
Gangaji, in her
book, The Diamond in Your Pocket – Discovering Your True Radiance,
says, “The most important question you will ever ask yourself is, “Who am I?” You
may listen to an excerpt from the book by clicking the following link: Gangaji
Eckhart Tolle,
author of The Power of Now and A New Earth shares
his story of awakening when one day he heard himself say, “I can no longer live
with myself.” As he heard himself speak those words, he wondered, “Who is
the ‘I’ and who is the ‘self’ that ‘I’ can no longer live with?” Thus began his
journey to discovering his truth and claiming his freedom.
Who are you,
really? We often define ourselves by our bodies, whether we are male or
female; tall or short; young or old. We also describe ourselves according
to our emotional state at any given moment; i.e., “I am angry, hurt, happy, hungry,
lonely, tired, sated or joyous.” Perhaps most commonly we label ourselves
according to the roles we play in life, as in, “I am a mother,” or “I am an
accountant.” In keeping with our social norms, when asked, “Who are you?”
we most often respond by giving our name, occupation, or by sharing some aspect
of our life experience to which the questioner can readily relate.
The ‘self’ to which Tolle referred when saying he could “no longer live with myself” is comprised
of all of those labels; however, none of them can define who we truly
are. Our true Self is changeless and eternal. It can best be
understood as ‘awareness,’ that which is aware of the body, emotional state,
and the roles we play at any point in time. Gangaji says, “You are
awareness and awareness is consciousness.” The consciousness that was aware of
the body, the mind and the emotions at age ten is the same consciousness that
is aware of the body, the mind, and the emotions today. While all of those
external conditions change, consciousness remains constant and is infinite.
Tolle expounds on
this truth in the forward to Gangaji’s book. He says,
“Know the truth and the truth shall
set you free.’ These words spoken by Jesus refer not to some conceptual truth,
but to the truth of who you are beyond name and form. They refer not to
something that you need to know about yourself, but a deeper, yet
extraordinarily simple knowing, in which the knower and the known merge into
one. I am not what happens, but the space in which it happens. This knowing,
this living truth, frees you from identification with form, from time, as well
as from a false, mind-made sense of self. What is that space in which
everything happens? Consciousness prior to form.”
Again, this
is a question I continue to ponder. Taking into consideration the forgoing and
my one revelation, I say…
I am a point of self-conscious
awareness that is aware of itself both subjectively and objectively by means of
physical and hyperphysical senses. I am subjectively aware of myself by nature
of my thoughts, emotions, and physical senses - sight, hearing, taste, smell
and touch. I know myself in subjective relationship to others and to my
surroundings. I am also objectively self-aware through intuition, or inner knowing – that which I know, but is transrational
knowing.
Who am I in
relation to God?
Each of us
is a point of awareness through which Consciousness (God) experiences itself
consciously. In other words, we are ‘God’ becoming subjectively aware of Itself
through our thoughts, emotions, physical and hyperphysical senses. We are also
‘God’ becoming objectively aware of Itself as our knowing.
In addition
to ‘God’ becoming aware of Itself, we are also ‘God’ expressing the nature of
Itself through our humanity by virtue of our innate faculties.
What is the
purpose of coming into form?
We come into
physicality because without it we do not have subjective awareness. Unless we
experience our thoughts, emotions and senses, we can only know ourselves
through objective awareness. And, while that is important, it is incomplete.
We are
endowed with powers or faculties, twelve of which Unity cofounder Charles
Fillmore identified as The Twelve Powers
of Man, which we can use to further our conscious evolution, as well as to
bring into manifestation our more expanded awareness and expression of ‘God’ as
Creative Life for all eternity.
We come into
form so that we can experience and express those faculties. Through our power
of self-reflection and self-contemplation, we can know ourselves as endowed
with all these qualities. Additionally, through thoughts, emotions and our
senses, both physical and hyperphysical, we can experience the interplay
between ourselves, others and our environment, which are all aspects of ‘God.’
Again, we are points of awareness through which ‘God’ becomes subjectively
aware of ‘God.’
We also come
into human form in order to bring into manifestation greater expressions of
Divine Ideas inherent as ‘God.’ As portals for this manifestation, we are
co-creators through our thoughts, words and actions.
We are divinely human.
When we say
there is no separation, we mean it. We are constantly expressing our divine
attributes in every moment of every day through our humanity. We are
co-creating our lives and influencing the collective life of humanity with
every thought, word and action. The question we must ask ourselves is, “Am I
using my divine faculties consciously?”